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⚡️Book Title : Because of Kian (Bitterroot, #1)
⚡Book Author : Sibylla Matilde
⚡Page : ebook
⚡Published April 8th 2014 (first published April 6th 2014)
Because of Kian (Bitterroot, #1) - I know Im twisted. Growing up in a perfectly well-adjusted home, I dont really have an excuse. But no matter I realize how messed up I am. And therapy can only do so much. I pushed my boyfriend to violence, a violence he couldn't control. Sickly, I almost liked it. So I pushed him more. Before long, the pain outweighed the pleasure and the loss I sustained shattered me. So I ran. Im now a bit shell-shocked harboring a lot of guilt. My boyfriend is now my ex and wants revenge. He wants me to pay for turning him into the monster hes become. And I still have a deviant yearning that I dont understand. My own monster inside my own demon to battle. I cant get close to anyone. I cant give in and scratch that itch. I cant wreck someone else. And now there is Kian my rescuer on a dark, painful night. He sees through my pretense. He tries to pull me from my frightened isolation, to keep me from becoming a victim. He forces me to face my warped desires and shows me that pain doesnt really have to truly hurt. He wants to show me a way to serenity. But I am afraid Will I ruin a good man? ***** Mature Content, Abuse, Sexual Situations, Adult Situations, Strong Language *****
Because of Kian (Bitterroot, #1)
I know Im twisted. Growing up in a perfectly well-adjusted home, I dont really have an excuse. But no matter I realize how messed up I am. And therapy can only do so much. I pushed my boyfriend to violence, a violence he couldn't control. Sickly, I almost liked it. So I pushed him more. Before long, the pain outweighed the pleasure and the loss I sustained shattered me. So I ran. Im now a bit shell-shocked harboring a lot of guilt. My boyfriend is now my ex and wants revenge. He wants me to pay for turning him into the monster hes become. And I still have a deviant yearning that I dont understand. My own monster inside my own demon to battle. I cant get close to anyone. I cant give in and scratch that itch. I cant wreck someone else. And now there is Kian my rescuer on a dark, painful night. He sees through my pretense. He tries to pull me from my frightened isolation, to keep me from becoming a victim. He forces me to face my warped desires and shows me that pain doesnt really have to truly hurt. He wants to show me a way to serenity. But I am afraid Will I ruin a good man? ***** Mature Content, Abuse, Sexual Situations, Adult Situations, Strong Language *****
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